Dani Girl

That’s J & my favorite new saying! But in this case I am talking about life.

I don’t know what to do with myself lately! California? South Carolina? North Carolina? Washington? Where do I go!?!? My mom is pushing the east coast on me, my dad and I aren’t getting along too well lately. I want to go away but I don’t. I just moved home and got all my stuff moved in! I have hardly seen J. I miss JJ and my friends way too much when I go away but there isn’t really anything else for me in Washington and she really wants to stay here. On the other side it’s really hard to start completely from scratch. Moving is hard but sometimes you have to do what you have to do. I have NO idea what to do! My mom is talking about buying me a plane ticket out to South Carolina soon and she is just gonna leave me there so I can find a job and focus on grad school. (That sounds harsher than the situation really is, my grandpa AND my aunt and uncle all said I could live with them for a while so that is 2 houses, my grandma and grandpa in huntington said I could live with them too) My mom said it’s way too easy to get stuck here but there really is nothing for me here besides JJ & my friends. Ughhh I don’t know what to do! I don’t even know what my heart wants anymore. If JJ would go with me I would go. I don’t know we’ll see